When i got past my own "EGO"
My brief "trip" not induced with psychedelics.
I'm unsure about exactly what happened but this is my attempt of describing what happened.
Its hazy like a dream but I was awake! I cannot describe all of it because words do not explain feelings and there was a full knowing of unconditional "love" for everything being "felt".
There was also visions of timelines laid out, where I could choose to enter and manipulate. I chose to create a new reality where I created a forest and a lake with my house, a simple log structure and my friends living on the other side, i'm sure I had great methods of travelling on my lake. this part ended abruptly and I was back.
During this I also experienced what I can only describe as being everything and everyone with the knowing that I was "GOD" , I met the lords of karma and they grovelled before me, I "KNEW" that I was the supreme being.
This also came with full unconditional love which I had never felt before or since.
I was fully "ONE" with everything.
Remember that I am not a religious person, I never believed in anything!
This experience has made me understand the weird nature of reality better.
I think that everyone is the "GOD" that they believe in and my trip showed me that.
Now I want to try to explain how I got there.
there was a mental process involved, I was examining my own ego, putting "it" away, I have been practicing keeping control of my thoughts.
In my mind I was putting any feelings away and trying to get to "be" just myself. My trip happened in a micro second but felt like a dream.
Now my belief is changed, I KNOW that I am GOD having a temporary experience as being my avatar.
To elaborate, everything is energy (like an ocean of water). We are drops of water in the sea of consciousness.
Consciousness is what everything is made up out of and it boils down to pure energy, which we are all a tiny part of.
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